*eh heh, well the second day here and I have nothing really emotional to put...actually, well I'm worried about a friend, itz bad, but I can't do anything about it, I don't like feeling helpless. I wish I could help everyone, but there are those who refuse to listen...or don't want to get help. I never give up, it's like a code of mine, do u kno how hard it is for me to just go, "ait...ill leave u alone then." to a friend? *shakes head* itz tough, but ive learned. *looks at bro leaving rude* i kno this is his comp, but guy, itz annoying having him shove me off the comp all the time...well he doesnt alwayz win..*grins* not to mention the fact that the cat is sitting on me...*cringes* im typing widout looking. COOL! ^-^ humm i have three catz, Peaches (f), Toby (m), Ronan (m). so kawaii aww and when they rest their head on ur arm...ne wayz, found out some bad news, my nono has cancer, not..so..uplifting...and he said he wanted me to speak italian b4 he dies, i cant do it man...like..im not interested in learning...*sighs* i dont kno wat to do, i wish there was some way i could just get sucked into one of the books i have (one of the better at least). Just leave everything else behind...*sighs* *stary eyed* people think i got it easy...i just deal wid my troubles differently. I guess that why i read, itz like a whole different world, one where my world becomes a blurr and the characters become alive in my mind. me o tojite...and u will see the water fall gently to the ground, feel the breeze slides thro the leaves of the trees, see the fire roar like a wave of pure emotion, watch the characters move like a mirage in a desert...i could go on...^-^ all u have to do, is me o tojite
me o tokjite close your eyes...